Sebastian is out of town..... wwwaaaaaaaaaaaaa! He has only been gone 7 hours now and I feel so lost without him. Is this bad? Am I that much of a dependent person?? Gosh I hope not. I think I'm independent! I keep thinking to myself, "maybe I'm just not used to my man being out of town OR maybe it's the fact that it's Vegas OR maybe it's the fact that I'm on my period. Yes, possibly the last one.
My day consisted of running errands that I wouldn't usually run and hitting two malls in one day and I still didn't buy all that I wanted. I am so busy most of the time I think I have become immune to it. It's hard for me just to sit at home and do nothing during the day. My mom used to say I have itchy feet, meaning that I was always wanting to go go go.
Anyways, back to Sebastian being gone. I have completely fallen in love. I knew I was always in love, but as I was driving away from the airport, I couldn't imagine not having him in my life. This man does so much for me and cares about everything I do, and I just appreciate him to the fullest. His family raised him right! Bragging about him has also made me feel better about him being gone...a little self therapy never hurt, right?! Thank goodness I'm working all weekend! Ok, now where's my wine??
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